To be honest

I’m not enjoying the process

I think I used to

But right now

At this moment

I’m over it

I just want to get there

Does that mean that I’m doing it wrong?

Or is it just something that we have to push ourselves into thinking?

Make ourselves believe that we are enjoying it

That we should want to be here

Or somehow find a way to enjoy it

I guess I’m trying to figure it out

I get that it’s suppose to be worth it in the end

But right now it doesn’t feel that way

I would rather skip this part

I guess I’ll find out when I get there.

Or will I ever get there?